Sunday, December 13, 2009


their songs burning me up!
meet icarus account.ty and trey

really, this band called icarus account was hot ! when i say its hot, its hot. *mind me.
the first time i listened to their new album called 'love is the answer' *it sure did ,it was a blast, i just love it, like suddenly there were birds flying, flowers glooming, the sun felt cold. *a little too much, to make it simple, it just fit with my emotions ;DD even if their genre is acoustic but i like it though, a calming feeling, sort of. they released it on dec 1st , catch up with it guys, u can catch them up in myspace. in love.lights camera action.obsessed with stars.for the both of us.invicuble.tidal wave and hurricanes.little these are the list of their songs in their new album called love is the answer. hoop, hoop, hurray !

my life starts,
nothing happens. again i woke up late, but this time is the worst, it was 12.30 pm. its really late, as a girl who went to school at smkkklia and a girl who had a bio class the next day *not related haha ;D but this time it was not because of jaz and her no happy ending bed story, now, its because i wait for someone called L for his comment in myspace. cheh. and then he told me that, its a lame story but, just be with me, *ILUG, then he called me and tell me that he was sorry for made me wait for 20 minutes. not a big deaal acctually but, for him to called was a kinda aarrgghh.not the first time also. not like i hate it but, if your bill went up. just dont blame me yah? and it was not some kind of short conversation, it was long one, and i pity him who always the one who called. i am not rich as u see, if u know me.*chuckles, if he read this i'm dead meat, fyi, he is a big gangster now and forever ;DD he used to hit a girl, my friend named I , when he hit her, that girl fall flipping over, not cool huh? gangster. he said i was gedik, my laugh and stuff, cheh, like he dont ;O
p/s for L: on 131209, at 18:34 u became gedik! heee ;D

there something in your smile, that keeps me coming back,
there something in your eyes, that makes me melt inside,
there something in your words, that make me feel like i am safe,


Wednesday, December 9, 2009


i've made a messed of me
that is shit flying

arrgh, its really breaking my nerve, doing all this blog thingy, i tried to change the way it looks, as u can see, the background is a bit dark like im giving black aura to the readers *pardon me but as i look through the latest layout for blogger its a bit too much and so lively which will make my readers happy, which i dont think i would like that.i am full of jealousy as u can see ;D may the ghost be with you always i supposed, its good for your health *kill me
last night i slept around 4.00 am *nothing have to do with u but. just listening to jaz's story, its not like i need a bedtime story or stuff, and, god, the so called bedtime stories were so long and im sure there is no happy ending in it. we talked about our schoolmates and life of crse, it shouldn't be we because the one who did the talking was jaz. cheh, i only remember part of it though, i cant remember things in a long period, i had this disease which are contagious and uncureable, called 'i dont care a shit out of it except my life ;D ' cool huh? with all the smiley thingy, heh ;) but dont get me wrong i listen to every single word if u tell me it just i cant seems to remember it.

arrgh, really, long time no type *should be long time no see just telling. these are the list that what i should be doing right now:
1.praying less maggie at night
3.packing my things for hldy
4.should be taking a shower *its 12.30 though
5. finishing my package *spm next year
6.kick my brother's ass *pissed me off
7.dont pick up amen's call *bothered

that's the thing i should be doing which i dont and make funny bullshit list out of em ;D

i've always thought the left
was your strongest side
but when it comes to you, now i cant decide


Tuesday, December 1, 2009


it pissed me off.
so after counting the days, i now sure that this is the third week after last day of school, or is it?mind me, i barely got 40 or something for my ridiculous modern math test, simple saying, im more than worse in math,hahha *this is not something u should laugh about,
so, for staying at home reading manga is a pain in the ass, fyi, i was like sitting in this hard so called bed for more than 6 hours and it caused my ass unbearable pain, forgive me,
i really want to go to cinema right now, but amazingly the movie's playing right now is a little bit ridiculous, which amazed me, and stop talking about new moon, it pissed me, the ending was a shocked, wtf, err,

just now dilla texted me, inviting me to go for an outing, che, i want to go but lately my dad pissed because we didint control our behaviour and such, che, like we dont, haih, dont have any problem before but it just lately, really dont undersatnd all this grown up thinking, maybe i dropped my marks in exam, *dosent really matter, sometimes i think that they were some kind of jealous or something because we had our fun. funny.

so for that reason, i just enjoyed my weekend without my ass on the bed, shit, it hurts till now, shouldnt spend a long time reading manga, making me in this position. i went to my uncle's house,dont really clear about the occasion but im sure there were a kenduri arwah, that expain the baju kurung and stuff, kenduri and birthday party because there was a cake, eehh, that were it, it sure spend out the half of my day out of it, herrm,

kenduri arwah: due to my grandfather,
kenduri makan: due to my grandfather,
birthday prty: rayan's birthday,


Monday, November 23, 2009


tchrs alia's
lee jing yie

it was sunday added with a bored day ;D
i woke up at 7 , continued my sleep untill 9.31, my mom had finish with all the groceries stuff without waking me up, which is a good thing ;D
then,she asked me to help her with gardening, which is not good for me, but u know the situation that you cannnot diobey your mom, *your life will be kualat
then suddenly this boy named lee wants to lepak in front of my house which i dont know whether its a good thing or not, haha ;D

lee,u should see this, suits you ;D

hey i think youre cute,
would you like to be my new best friend,
we can talk for hours or just stay lay in bed,

Saturday, November 21, 2009


akmal's cake
jaz's spagetti

i dont know what these implies but its a cake and a spagetti, guess what it'll explained?
-nothing of crse, just a cake and spgti, *there;s nothing to write so i.. ;DD
there is aboslutely no birthday, my mom just celebrating his son's marks because akmal got to study in the first class nest year, such a thing. his marks have rise really high up and stuff,
i think my mom just making excuses to eat cake (SR) that she longings *maybe up till now the cake still half lefted inside the fridge, its a big cake lol ;D

i dont know why did i do such a thing, but maybe it because jazmina, my sister.
i just woke up at 9 morning or something, with eye covered with *u know, walked towards the labtop and open it with my password, starred at it like 10 minutes or something *dont know wht to do, sudenlly jaz just jump upon my back and rest it there *her butt on my back, its true she is lighter than me but she is still heavy ! serious . with all her opera screaming and drama all,
hmm, so with love i've made the strange spgti, and it turned out burned *it showed my love ;D

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Friday, November 20, 2009


my fce look like jaz's
pvc leggings
bzlh & wfqh

after theese past weeks, this was like the first time i managed to hold our beloved camera, quite sucks actually ;0 afterall the i've been through, i got marks barely enough just to make me survive from the teacher's gaze *which is not good
i was struggling like hell trying to improve but it stays the same which not concerned me, but the main prblm is my mom *u know they can be a litle bit.. i dont want to meet devil obviously ;O
hahha, ithink i just found a new hobby which sounded a little bit crazziness ;D
i had raised a new pet named bubu, living inside my phone, it is not actually a cute little thingy with all poos she made ;o its not cute at all lol ;O she always told me why she's getting all the hell life, didint get all the foods she wants, i mean quit mumbling pls! u just a pet, i could kill you, fyi, i cannot even try to kill her or else there will be fire blowing out of her mouth saying she;s angry and stuff,
btw the she called bubu is a phone pet that sleeps, play and pees , its a game of crse, called monster pet .
ok, i should stop mumbling about pet that dont even exist ;p! ok hope u enjoy ;D

you and i by anarbor music video
Without you, there's no reason for my story
And when I'm with you I can always act the same
Forever, yeah if we're together
We can make it better
you and i


Sunday, November 15, 2009


banghuris homestay

hahha,banghuris here i come, a little info for this homestay that i went,
the name banghuris came form three small village and combined to form a beloved homestay,
it was undear ASEAN & tourism malaysia, we paid about RM50.00 but the total cost was RM10,000 and more,the school cover the rest for us ;D

we barely spent one night there,happily,
others were like kecoh-ing about their foster parents being so kind and stuff,
but i also has a very2 loving foster grandma,hahah ;DDD
although she is a jawa,she speaks B.Melayu fluently enough for me to understand,her name is nenek Kamdiah, not so jawaish though, my grandma's nme is Summiyyah, try imagine that
i stayed with aty,amira and syafa * i think
we were given 2 rooms but eventually we (amira& I) ran in the middle of the night to aty's room,heh! scary lol! try to be in my spot ;D
in that queen sized bed,we squeezed ourself, thnks to us the bed become flump,haha ;D *crazy time

in that kebudayaan night contest,our group was like preparing hell hard but we didnt get the first place *that explained why we didint win any games
haha,but we came here to enjoy,so no need the blood to go all high up, *pressure i mean
my strongest team called ignite *teacher thought it was 89
-end- 9 in total

we have various of tiring games of course, no need to explain all the sharp thing burried in my fingers, all the bruises, the broken back bones, *a bit too much

the most enjoying time was: s t a y i n g i n s i d e t h e b u s !

I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves


Wednesday, November 11, 2009


last night was really shitty,
i was updating my blog halfway,then the wireless start to go crazy,
after the hardwork, my story just fled, urgh. crazy time ;D

ok,after these past 2 week and a day,as i predicted,
we ended our exam week peacefully except without the screaming on the last day,
that day was a really happy time tho',
amira was like clapping like mad,
wany was like smiling to herself?
and syafa start to jumping more than a monkey? *dosent make sense because obviously monkey is better at jumping & stuff ;D & syafa dosent enjoying herself jumping.
hahha,i am sure understand how they feel after doing that madness physics paper,tough,tough!
i wonder if i get an F for that? *hopefully-not
i am really relying on my agama paper, the only one that is 1/2 tough, it sure have that 75.5% toughness and hardness even it was an agama paper! shit, should have read more,

ok, today is also a shitty day, because i was like, going-to-school-and-do-nothing-but-preventing-my head-ended-on-the-desk. *prventing myself from sleep ofcrse,
but the weird things are, i went to school which i shouldnt, stupid isnt it? why did i even wake up first thing in the morning? thats a silly me!

and the second weirdness is on wednesday i also went to school which is yesterday,
crazy-ness! stupidity ! i played 'Saidina' which entertained me a lot i guessed? i did make it halfway tho' even i didint get the first place, i cheated about four time and barely make it through with a debt cost me RM20 000 and more,haha we even move it untill making a thousands cost of hotel, it was crazy!

i've never been to Alaska, but I can tell you this,
I've been to Lincoln, Nebraska and hell you know it ain't worth shit
I've been through Nova Scotia, Sydney to Halifax
I'll never take any pictures cause I know I'll just be right back
comin home

Sunday, October 25, 2009

261009:A H E A D !

A H E A D !

i have final exam coming ahead and i love 'the maine' *got nothing to do
i thought the exam will be going on for the whole three week, bit it turned out that it's only gonna be two weeks long, my time will be packed with books *i can tell
books/subjects that i have studied:
books/subjects that i must fininsh by tomorrow:
-Additional Math
-Tassawur *i dont know if i could make it in this subject;!

even without thinking, i have loads of books i have to finish before the time comes,i barely make it like 2 out of 10 ! wtF ! what a difference ;D

but no worries,i had my head under control *i guessed

they had released the song for a little while,
it just that they just make a music video for it,it called into your arms, by 'TheMaine'
right now,i'm so so so so in love with this music video,
maybe it'll not amazed u how much it amazed me till i could blow my top off, but please enjoy it though,

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start

Friday, October 16, 2009

171009 : H I L L !


on 16th of august 09,
everyone were having a hard time,i'm aware of that but we dont need such a behaviour lol.
hahha,it;s been four days since my grandpa was taken to hospital. they said he was in a nazak state, but i dont really think so, but sometimes he do looked sick...he's having the breathing difficulities, i guessed. i've known all along, because i have it too, asthma ;O
seriously,everyone were freaking scared, not to mention me, i've spent my two beloved day doing nothing in the hospital *i should think to bring books lol, the kids were continuosly being shouted by the old people, i dont even buy it though ;D
saying: this is the hospital,low down your voice!! they said,
i was like, the hell, think before u bring us here lol! i dont even have my complete meals! i should have shouted like mad, *apparently i dont, which now becomes my regret

4.00pm we went to my mother;s open house *house or building because it was in her workplace, that explain why there were my pictures with baju kurung lol, *i changed it

Shawty got that super thing
Hotter than the sun of south in spain
Got me soon as I walked through the door

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

141009 : C H I !

hr tu sumpah biasa,

that night the people of jentayu decided to make a gathering among them,
lol, the sky sure look bright that night, they even called the firetruck for emergencies? *yaaa
hahha,spending my night taking pictures,chitchating with Han,Jas and very good segerombolan of kids,
i cant dare to tell whether it's a hot night or borg night?simple saying, the food cant even barely touch my bare stomach.hahha ;D *ithinkiminlovewithlaksasarawak
actually, u know blogger was made for expressing ourselves but i surely doubt that,
explain why, i cant do such a thing called 'typing' or 'expressing'??!!!
oky.wtF! my dad just send me a message saying he's gonna be in malaysia first thing in the morning and i think it's in 6.30 AM!! lol.
his reason: he wants to see his dad ;D really 'sub' that. haha
i think i gomna miss my raya party at school, sorry peeps, no carbonara for you'll !! shitty ;0

Friday, October 9, 2009

091009 : H I T !

at first i did fast, but after a little while,i went to toilet then i found out i got myself the P liscence.hahha! i thought today is the third day i'm doing the puasa nam, still 4 more to go babe!
at evening i went to the Dewan Serbaguna to play of course, badminton, syed invite the whole class but there were 60% of them only ;(
still we had our fun ;D besides,i play only for 25 minute and so, hahha, letih sial!
nie arif punye psl, die syg gile camera, suro bawak !
x pe arif, demi KO! bwweekk, g mati ;o

barely 60% of the class
faz & afiq

So this is where it all begins
You see my patience wearing thin
I know that your enjoying this somehow
I'll never understood how you can be so proud

Sunday, October 4, 2009

041009: y o r !

your demand:

my father insist to meet my friend eventhough he is in Dubai, UAE,
so we made it by skype-ing through my lappie ;D


ok we are totally having fun today ;D
crazy with all the raya-ing stuff,
this time it was my house, even though it was a last minute call, but they made it to come,
the second house;shahidah, the third house;elyna, the forth house;izzah ;D
those who were in the scenes:
bzlh, biru, muhaimin, *new friends, izzah, aty, wany, vennu, wachim, fazrul, afiq, r, ikhwan, saromas, firdaus, sufi, people from yesterday, and loads of them,

old school
and our day ends ;D

but im waiting
for sharper words
to come from trustd friends