nrbzlhazmn

030710

2010-07-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

study is hard ;o

these are pretty it, didnt have much to say, just went to weddings, spent time with books, and went for holiday a week after school holiday ;D

eagering: this providence-keeping on without you

180610

2010-06-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

someone officially 'akad nikah' today

idk, is that the right term?

these were taken using my phone camera, so, mind the shaking. will upload the rest photo photographed by me with the SLR, congratulation abg Hadi and hope you lived happily ever after ;D , gtg

170610

2010-06-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

soemone cooked?

it was nicely tasted by me ;D hee, thnks.

160610

2010-06-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

day out ;D

stuff we do:

*say hye to everyone as we get in the car

*met intan halfway

*got stuck while queing for cinema's tickets

*people look at my shoes in different ways?

*watched the 'A' team, and karate kid

*prefer bowling as a hard game,

*get back before 12.00pm *nicely done

130610

2010-06-13T00:26:00.000-07:00

i had a great time kot,

went to genting yesterday, not a good timing though, because of the perfect rain ,you see, haih, someone said i didnt told him, im afraid he's quite mad, sorry, i'll definntly go with you next time round, with others also, because we plan this rashing, but seriously, im afraid of the pirate ship rather than the rollercster, havent take them quite a while,havent had the guts to go inside the hunted adventure, i dnt have someone to hang into, woo, and we stay there just in the noon,

this is wht i should do next time,

*bring batu along

*pack some sushi *just in case

*ride rollercster twice *its fun

*go to the hunted house

*takes a lot of pictures

*ride the catrpllr thingy *looks fun?

*ride the flying coaster *its raining, so

eagering: the tittle-six stars tonight

110610

2010-06-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

he got life,

i went to bb these past days, i was just thinking of this so called gold man, how come, to take a picture of or with him cost you nearly 3 ringgit, even its not a whole lot of money, but its money though,

after thinking quite a while, thinking hows life had been for him, dearly.

such that, he lived near the bintang walk, he had a number of pet, monkeys and snake. seen how'd he wash his face, was kind of, sad i could say. maybe that that 3 ringgt is worth it.

been thinking quite a while about this,

i've just heard that, my ****** had this kind of 'thing' kept in his house, its a shock really, i mean what era is this, to be hearing such thing is not something ordinary i say,i seldom heard that theres something around our ******* , some said he kept it for his family's safety, he often goes to the military and scared something might happen to his family thats why he kept it, knowingly, the pet he was keeping had been watching and protect them untill now, eventually it forgets who is the 'master', no wonder, even if my ******* went out, he always away from danger when fought with the Britain.the reason im telling you this is because i had this dream last time when i was 15, havent told anyone about it untill this year, told h******* because he's in that dream. i told him to watch out. maybe something is telling me, but idk what?

eagering: daniel mckay-sweetfeet

270510

2010-05-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

Been busy with studies lately, its been 2 weeks already, theres one week to go, its hell hard, idk, i think i passed up shits on paper,still,just hoping i'll pass.

something for cheering me up ;D

100510

2010-05-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

im squeezing.

my pimple.trying to wake up at 5 am without him. im hardly studying. stop shitting with me. i wished i could express all these fcking little thingy that shitting with my life, but it seems i cant, due to some policy.

hope, you are doing great, t tried to not look at you and you know why, i felt guilty.

xoxo always hating you

090510

2010-05-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

mothers day ;D

this is statement everybody;

dnt worry, i'll be here. dnt cry cause you are solid,batu.

xoxo always loving you ;D

070510:

2010-05-07T06:02:00.000-07:00

painless pain;

elephant toothpaste

this is what i did for the second experiment after the volcano, my hands are like shaking and the teachers were laughing due to, idk. thnks to firdaus, arif, syed, alif, ,S, suren, lil, hana, diana, mizan? for giving support ;D it was a pain, i finish the medicine in a day, instead of one week. couldnt it more.

end.

6060510:

2010-05-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

cursed them i tell you, nicely

26.04.10

im going to get kill if i post this picture i guessed? so be it, not like i mind it ;D hee, kill me would you, itll be thrill, just so you know. i'll be watching you, enjoy your preciously month without me, please do that, i'll be glad. dont be sad, because u are asking for it,

27.04.10

i was doing this cute creature untill midnight, pulling out my nerve making it, thought it will be a disaster, but, god bless, it turned put pretty well, woohoo ;D glad he'd help. oh, the next day, some one came to school, got into the office, theres some cauncelling,kot? wtf. absent the next day. allergic ;(

30.04.10

went to PBSM, Haim drew that for me, LJY busy with his rcket competition, he got numbr 2, anyhow,youll make it! oh, ad this particular day, my mom was mad because we didint take the dry clothes and let it wet :(

01.05.10 (labour day)
my mom was sill mad,showing my regret. i washed all the clothes, fyi it were 3 round i guessed. went to rumah anak yatim in Banting, but they sure look happy? nvrmnd.went there with Hsini's prnts. then, to 3 diffrnt beach. i really dnt know sepang had beach? guessed thats what they called 'katak bawah tempurung'? eat few of sotong bkr ;D

missing him ;D . he wouldnt know, he said im foya-foyaing ;(

02.05.10

the shoes. basically. my mom stole it from me, i was hiding the shoes, because i dnt wnt my mom to wash it, but she kinda found it, with glory.then had to wash them, but only with vanish though, and it really works i tell you ;D no need to berus, then clean up my room ;D done.

currently i sawang, thinking through stuff, been dieting for 1 and 1/3 month kot, and i have this fucking gastric today ;D

end.

230410: b f f t !

2010-04-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

eventually,

EXAM

love him ;O

fat liar

he rarely wears

hadnt update for a long time but basically not too long because i hardly do so do i? ;D

this week, i had my time with stdygroup all along, fuh, a long week for the damned exam, tuesday was the craziest, i had four subject and they were add math, sejarah, physics, tasawuh,may look easy but trust me, im biting my tounge. if there any people who didnt went crazy, let me cure you, only part of your mouth though, only being a dentist is my passion.wooohooo, we are off the topic, or do we have one? wahtever, dosent concern me.

its a total chaos this week with a lot of fun too, weird, how could that conclude. still, i had fun. full stop. no further typing. geez, still want to,

the shitty things that bound to happen:

1.the result of a maniac

2.papa is going back dubai

3.which is good, if he is not taking my laptp.

4.i love my lptop.

5.dnt take it away, my lovely old man

6, BEG OF YOU...

7.i cannot talk to jingyie, he ask me to,

8.guess i love to break promises i made,

9.dnt trust me any further

10. i said shitty thing,

11.im gonna pay for it ;O

12.i only have 3-times-a-week maid,

13.which is closely to suckers life.

14.applying for afs

15.thinking going with husaini

150410

2010-04-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

feel sucks?

please do.

3/4/10

safe to say,

im on the fcking diet,hate vegie,and people are kindly shitting with me ;D

050410: p f f t !

2010-04-05T05:09:00.000-07:00

didnt managed

wow, here are the pictures of my hmsters, jaz's acctually but who cares, originally, we had two of them. but it seems one had died, so thinking to add more two was not a bad idea, so, jaz got the other two from her frnds, and it were huge i say, we also bought a new cage, cause the old one was too small for it to bear, so here it is,

right now jingyie was texting me:

i x tahu la,im scared that, smething i dnt like might happen,

end.

040410: b e r a !

2010-04-03T17:03:00.000-07:00

shit, idk.

the images were taken on 040310, saturday ,were having chemistry, so what they called it, we were having 2 hours full of chmsty joy, really.cheh, wtf., after the tuition finished, i went to izzah's house , and have a taste oh a homemade roti nan, it was a thrill. it was well made, or was it should taste like that? ;D cause i dont really know the original one, so, i've slept while waiting for izzh, then we went to my house, nothing happen really, except me with my old songs, then head up to tuition, sumpah x tipu, ngantuk, because it was like in evening so it was a very 'mata sembam and ngantuk' mood tuned. for the night, were only having pizza hut for dinner because i seriously doubt were there any food in my house.

end.

020410: fck !

2010-04-02T06:37:00.000-07:00

u've been caught!

tembam.

tembam,tembam

hee ;D

afiq, jingyie ;D

fifi, fzrl ;D

today, we went to the f1 circuit for viewing i think, even i dont know the purpose of the outing, taking pictures maybe ;D so we had our fun enjoying a five ringgit cornetto ice cream and a couple of views of people jogging on the circuit, we had been in the wrong one, they went to the pit, were what they called it,we had a great time, adne evryone were happy ;DD

on 31.march.2010.

im sorry for your lost vennu ;(

180310

2010-03-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

pshyco maniac!

w760i

meet my new babe ;D

its been a week since, hee, thnks to my beloved father, even if his perangai mcm tahi tahi sedikit but wait, he got money, ngee ;DDDD

ok, what did i do these past day, ate like hell, slept like cows, run like mad, sigh like old man shitting, and i love me ;D

oh, dont know what to tell, hmm,

arif, right now you were texting me tahi lembu,

rusliza was texting me: what am i doing?

jingyie? he's lost to somehere with ama?

okay my dad just asked me when will i cooked, and its 12.00 pm, usually normal people lunch at 1, yup he's crazy, gtg ;D

p/s: arif, bring me pasir from srwk!

160310

2010-03-15T19:50:00.000-07:00

one word, sucks

we has started our holidays, maybe others are hitting the bungee jumping with happiness buat as for me a normal 17 years old cute kid just stuck in this so called yellow house. hmm, thank god i've got my laptop back, lol, if i didnt have it maybe u'll see me in the newspaper dead people of the week section *if there's any because its freaking hot and bored. i wondered wheather i have a chance to go to Kedah, really love it there, the food is lovely ;D the nasi lemak will taste just great in your mouth, with that daun pisang ;DD kee, fyi: i had eaten like almost 10 nasi lemak for these past week. im a moster! rar ;D

on top of that, that lucky school give us a package to be done by next week, isnt that crazy. and and i dont have a tuition break, they even made it double for this week, i love world ;0

my dad is bugging me, so i had to let go of my laptop,hmm, he's the bos.

end.

100310

2010-03-10T06:02:00.000-08:00

happy birthday all ;D

its been like 3 week since the last day of formative test i guessed, this is the result of my hardship for bare study for 2 days before the exam,

1. biology 38%

2. physics 62%

3. chemistry 52%

4. add maths 64%

5. maths 88%

6.pend islam 72%

7. sejarah 70%

8. tasawur 62%

9. english 84%

10. b. melayu 58%

no comment for biology because everyone knows it was damned hard. for add maths, ive done a pretty bad silly mistake. tasawur sucks and congrats to lee jing yie who've got A2 for it. B. melayu ridiculously insane and maybe im the lowest. hate.sucks.damn. i love me ;D

100310,

today we were having the raptai for the sports's day, im taking part in kawat which i rarely do, its not rare, i only have done it once if more precise.it is absolutely not my passion. not that i hate it, it just dosent make a good sense out of it, basically it just a walk with a sun above your head. no offensed , i think people who have done marching is a cool person, i could say, if u do it right.

this is my tiny diary, just for recaping myself in future, read if u want ;D

010310

bosan, bila nk dpt org gaji, tgn dh kasar

020310

i've got caught, haha. syed komplot. siot.

030310

lari, 400 m, gila! i barely done it, haha,peluk. jing mrh.

040310

x pg sklh,kaki sakit, blkg ada muscle! haha, msk tghari, pg, mlm, penat!

050310

x tahu hr khamis msk acara lompat jauh! td lempar cakera sucks gila, 3x batal. jing kate, gelakkan dia sbb abul?

060310

papa blk! mkn 3 bungkus nasi lemak,tido drpd pkl 1.30 smpai pkl 5.00 ptg. mmg cari mati.

070310

mkn nasi lemak lg! sumpah sdp gila. selsema teruk. tekak gatal gila. allergic kat muka. haih.

080310

selsema dan batuk teruk, still pg sklh and tuition, husaini skt perut gila, kena buat org, haha

090310

bil telefon naik gila, jingyie, sumpah doh, asyik mrh je. x fhm oh, kawat sucks.

100310

kawat kaki raptai round dua kali, hbs lps 3 jam. sumpah x fhm jing yie. urgh. hurts

last but not least, happy birthday to ama and aty. ama i was thinking to give u a present with a frog in it, i prepared for it, even the frog, but last minute cancelled, my mom warn me to not do that, she said its bad. had to think of something else i guess.

150210

2010-02-14T18:14:00.000-08:00

oh, forgot!

happy CNY to all ;D

for this post im just going to introduce some crazy people. check it out ;D

first place.

zoom in to that chinese ;D the craziest ;p

second place.

just us.

140210

2010-02-14T05:50:00.000-08:00

crazy and gay

this post is absolutely positive about you my dear ;D

i love gay ;D

seriously this photo got nothing to do with the alive or dead unless your name start with a letter L, and yes u are in the picture, with a spec on, its u, yah ;D its you, no need to zoom it or stuff,

words to describe you:

i call u pkck,

i call u org gila,

i call u gay.

i call u 'fikir semuaorg mcm kau ke'

i call u m_i_arah,

i ask u to shut up *terribly sorry

i told u ur story is lame,

i told u to stop thinking,

i told u i run to sabah,

i told u to go back to your planet,

i told u 'suka berfoya-foya with awek chinesse'

i told u to not be too good.

i told u to leave me,

but one thing you do is just agreed like a jerk and makes me feel bad ;(

and i told myself to be not bad to you .but mind if i do ;D

the end.

130210

2010-02-12T19:00:00.000-08:00

everyone loving it ;D

on the 120210, everyone having their fun in the merentas desa comp, cheh except me, but not really. i had mine, by taking cares of the unfortunate people. *does it count, i think my lengan had grown a muscle, cheh, so called i could say, it is pain i could call. carrying people up and down *PBSM but it was nice, rather than running on a hot day. there was this girl she had a cramp and she cries, scared me to death, i thought shes going to die or something because she cried silently. herrg, shes so cute ;D

congrats to jingyie, amen, husaini, ubai, muhaymin, R, S, fazrul, syed, safuan, najmuddin, isyraf, ama, syafa, izzah, farhana, beth, amira, fatin for finishing the run, when i saw them, i was exteremely amazed, idk why but i, im amzed ;D

p/s: amira, you scared me !

I'm falling head over heels for you
But my hands are shaking.
I'm falling asleep to dreams of you

THE END.

100210

2010-02-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

everytime

cheh, finally im getting the new maid, and guessed what another shocking issue that the maid last for less than 24 hours, pergh,wishing for luxury the pain it gave me. she claims that she had problem and desperatrely want to go back to her country,indnsia. nvrmnd.shit happens.

this is like the 8th week i lived without a maid except im being one.haih, hope for escaping from doing chores but still what comes around goes around. im doing the dishes for 3 days in a row. jaz always said she had done it but she barely touch the dishes. L.I.A.R. lives among us, haha.

on this really sunny day, i mean really hot, totally.

my brother lock us outside the house, after shouting fot the uncounting names calling for the bastard's name which is Akmal is a , is a, $%*&^%$& ! he really know how to make pain in the ass. we were like waiting for him for 2 hours. herr, my voice became like ama's.

amen, is really.

really oh, please, please make ur eyes at least half open when im teaching you, u give me a headache, and why the hell u didint come to school 0n 10/2/2010. u borrowed my book and i unexpectedly like that teacher .

jingyie. haha, left me.

jingyie,left me. jingyie, left me. jingyie, left me ;(

i was left all alone because everybody take part in that stupid merentas desa. i once won in the 6th place but my condition wont allow me, or more to my mom. haih. seriously i was alone for the first time. sumpah sedih ;D but i managed to control myself, with sleeping of crse, i love me ;D jingyie, i swear that dreams look so real, and im afraid of getting it.

the end.

050110

2010-01-04T23:33:00.000-08:00

its freaking care actually

!#%&^$@!#$^*$# !! really, pissing me off, wtf, my maid just ran away out of blue, dont really bothered if she dosent take away my phone, inside got the memory card and its very unexpectedly imprtnt. haih. just, screw her, wish her luck anyway. im freaking nice to her which i dont usually do to people. should be bad instead.

030110

2010-01-02T22:41:00.000-08:00

her changes in 2010

past two nights are the most outrageous most calming 2010 night eve, i barely spend my night in a freaking cold plane, boarding on 31st dec, arrived on 1st jan, dont tell me its a cool thing please, and my foot hurts because lack of sitting rather than sleeping which is my hobby, but sleeping is not actually my hobby because i loved to read, but i dont read text books, ok i prefer sleeping, just want to make it more sprakling in your eyes, get things complicated, its 2010 man ! *i love me

things that maybe i'll do when i want to make myself a better in person;

>buy more colourful stokings because i only have yellow, purple, pink, blue and black ;O

>make myself finish my homework without help *save me god,

>eat less calories food

>have enough sleep

>i dont like kfc, please make me not to,

>dont shop! dont !

>hope i dont talk about others, i dont like if i do so, not that i do it, but.

>others: dont tell me the shit about your life, cause i wish to empty my head for now ;D

>again: hope i dont pick up amen's calls, haha, got you amen, ppppuut ;DD

131209

2009-12-13T04:47:00.000-08:00

their songs burning me up!

meet icarus account.ty and trey

really, this band called icarus account was hot ! when i say its hot, its hot. *mind me.

the first time i listened to their new album called 'love is the answer' *it sure did ,it was a blast, i just love it, like suddenly there were birds flying, flowers glooming, the sun felt cold. *a little too much, to make it simple, it just fit with my emotions ;DD even if their genre is acoustic but i like it though, a calming feeling, sort of. they released it on dec 1st , catch up with it guys, u can catch them up in myspace. stay.control.so in love.lights camera action.obsessed with stars.for the both of us.invicuble.tidal wave and hurricanes.little things.safe. these are the list of their songs in their new album called love is the answer. hoop, hoop, hurray !

my life starts,

nothing happens. again i woke up late, but this time is the worst, it was 12.30 pm. its really late, as a girl who went to school at smkkklia and a girl who had a bio class the next day *not related haha ;D but this time it was not because of jaz and her no happy ending bed story, now, its because i wait for someone called L for his comment in myspace. cheh. and then he told me that, its a lame story but, just be with me, *ILUG, then he called me and tell me that he was sorry for made me wait for 20 minutes. not a big deaal acctually but, for him to called was a kinda aarrgghh.not the first time also. not like i hate it but, if your bill went up. just dont blame me yah? and it was not some kind of short conversation, it was long one, and i pity him who always the one who called. i am not rich as u see, if u know me.*chuckles, if he read this i'm dead meat, fyi, he is a big gangster now and forever ;DD he used to hit a girl, my friend named I , when he hit her, that girl fall flipping over, not cool huh? gangster. he said i was gedik, my laugh and stuff, cheh, like he dont ;O

p/s for L: on 131209, at 18:34 u became gedik! heee ;D

there something in your smile, that keeps me coming back,

there something in your eyes, that makes me melt inside,

there something in your words, that make me feel like i am safe,

safe

END.

101209

2009-12-09T19:55:00.000-08:00

i've made a messed of me

that is shit flying

arrgh, its really breaking my nerve, doing all this blog thingy, i tried to change the way it looks, as u can see, the background is a bit dark like im giving black aura to the readers *pardon me but as i look through the latest layout for blogger its a bit too much and so lively which will make my readers happy, which i dont think i would like that.i am full of jealousy as u can see ;D may the ghost be with you always i supposed, its good for your health *kill me

last night i slept around 4.00 am *nothing have to do with u but. just listening to jaz's story, its not like i need a bedtime story or stuff, and, god, the so called bedtime stories were so long and im sure there is no happy ending in it. we talked about our schoolmates and life of crse, it shouldn't be we because the one who did the talking was jaz. cheh, i only remember part of it though, i cant remember things in a long period, i had this disease which are contagious and uncureable, called 'i dont care a shit out of it except my life ;D ' cool huh? with all the smiley thingy, heh ;) but dont get me wrong i listen to every single word if u tell me it just i cant seems to remember it.

arrgh, really, long time no type *should be long time no see just telling. these are the list that what i should be doing right now:

1.praying

2.eat less maggie at night

3.packing my things for hldy

4.should be taking a shower *its 12.30 though

5. finishing my package *spm next year

6.kick my brother's ass *pissed me off

7.dont pick up amen's call *bothered

that's the thing i should be doing which i dont and make funny bullshit list out of em ;D

i've always thought the left

was your strongest side

but when it comes to you, now i cant decide

time

END.

021209

2009-12-01T20:13:00.000-08:00

it pissed me off.

so after counting the days, i now sure that this is the third week after last day of school, or is it?mind me, i barely got 40 or something for my ridiculous modern math test, simple saying, im more than worse in math,hahha *this is not something u should laugh about,

so, for staying at home reading manga is a pain in the ass, fyi, i was like sitting in this hard so called bed for more than 6 hours and it caused my ass unbearable pain, forgive me,

i really want to go to cinema right now, but amazingly the movie's playing right now is a little bit ridiculous, which amazed me, and stop talking about new moon, it pissed me, the ending was a shocked, wtf, err,

just now dilla texted me, inviting me to go for an outing, che, i want to go but lately my dad pissed because we didint control our behaviour and such, che, like we dont, haih, dont have any problem before but it just lately, really dont undersatnd all this grown up thinking, maybe i dropped my marks in exam, *dosent really matter, sometimes i think that they were some kind of jealous or something because we had our fun. funny.

so for that reason, i just enjoyed my weekend without my ass on the bed, shit, it hurts till now, shouldnt spend a long time reading manga, making me in this position. i went to my uncle's house,dont really clear about the occasion but im sure there were a kenduri arwah, that expain the baju kurung and stuff, kenduri and birthday party because there was a cake, eehh, that were it, it sure spend out the half of my day out of it, herrm,

kenduri arwah: due to my grandfather,

kenduri makan: due to my grandfather,

birthday prty: rayan's birthday,

END.

231109

2009-11-23T02:34:00.000-08:00

tchrs alia's

lee jing yie

lee.nrbzlhazmn.R

it was sunday added with a bored day ;D

i woke up at 7 , continued my sleep untill 9.31, my mom had finish with all the groceries stuff without waking me up, which is a good thing ;D

then,she asked me to help her with gardening, which is not good for me, but u know the situation that you cannnot diobey your mom, *your life will be kualat

then suddenly this boy named lee wants to lepak in front of my house which i dont know whether its a good thing or not, haha ;D

thats.a.little.story.of.my.life.

lee,u should see this, suits you ;D

hey i think youre cute,

would you like to be my new best friend,

we can talk for hours or just stay lay in bed,

hey

END.

211109

2009-11-21T04:18:00.000-08:00

akmal's cake

jaz's spagetti

i dont know what these implies but its a cake and a spagetti, guess what it'll explained?

-nothing of crse, just a cake and spgti, *there;s nothing to write so i.. ;DD

there is aboslutely no birthday, my mom just celebrating his son's marks because akmal got to study in the first class nest year, such a thing. his marks have rise really high up and stuff,

i think my mom just making excuses to eat cake (SR) that she longings *maybe up till now the cake still half lefted inside the fridge, its a big cake lol ;D

i dont know why did i do such a thing, but maybe it because jazmina, my sister.

i just woke up at 9 morning or something, with eye covered with *u know, walked towards the labtop and open it with my password, starred at it like 10 minutes or something *dont know wht to do, sudenlly jaz just jump upon my back and rest it there *her butt on my back, its true she is lighter than me but she is still heavy ! serious . with all her opera screaming and drama all,

hmm, so with love i've made the strange spgti, and it turned out burned *it showed my love ;D

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

adaytoremember

END

201109

2009-11-20T06:02:00.001-08:00

my fce look like jaz's

pvc leggings

bzlh & wfqh

after theese past weeks, this was like the first time i managed to hold our beloved camera, quite sucks actually ;0 afterall the i've been through, i got marks barely enough just to make me survive from the teacher's gaze *which is not good

i was struggling like hell trying to improve but it stays the same which not concerned me, but the main prblm is my mom *u know they can be a litle bit.. i dont want to meet devil obviously ;O

hahha, ithink i just found a new hobby which sounded a little bit crazziness ;D

i had raised a new pet named bubu, living inside my phone, it is not actually a cute little thingy with all poos she made ;o its not cute at all lol ;O she always told me why she's getting all the hell life, didint get all the foods she wants, i mean quit mumbling pls! u just a pet, i could kill you, fyi, i cannot even try to kill her or else there will be fire blowing out of her mouth saying she;s angry and stuff,

btw the she called bubu is a phone pet that sleeps, play and pees , its a game of crse, called monster pet .

ok, i should stop mumbling about pet that dont even exist ;p! ok hope u enjoy ;D

you and i by anarbor music video

Without you, there's no reason for my story
And when I'm with you I can always act the same
Forever, yeah if we're together
We can make it better

you and i

END.

151109

2009-11-15T02:42:00.000-08:00

banghuris homestay

hahha,banghuris here i come, a little info for this homestay that i went,

the name banghuris came form three small village and combined to form a beloved homestay,

it was undear ASEAN & tourism malaysia, we paid about RM50.00 but the total cost was RM10,000 and more,the school cover the rest for us ;D

we barely spent one night there,happily,

others were like kecoh-ing about their foster parents being so kind and stuff,

but i also has a very2 loving foster grandma,hahah ;DDD

although she is a jawa,she speaks B.Melayu fluently enough for me to understand,her name is nenek Kamdiah, not so jawaish though, my grandma's nme is Summiyyah, try imagine that

i stayed with aty,amira and syafa * i think

we were given 2 rooms but eventually we (amira& I) ran in the middle of the night to aty's room,heh! scary lol! try to be in my spot ;D

in that queen sized bed,we squeezed ourself, thnks to us the bed become flump,haha ;D *crazy time

in that kebudayaan night contest,our group was like preparing hell hard but we didnt get the first place *that explained why we didint win any games

haha,but we came here to enjoy,so no need the blood to go all high up, *pressure i mean

my strongest team called ignite *teacher thought it was 89

-alif

-azahari

-amri

-bazilah

-ain

-ama

-su

-izyani

-aimi

-end- 9 in total

we have various of tiring games of course, no need to explain all the sharp thing burried in my fingers, all the bruises, the broken back bones, *a bit too much

the most enjoying time was: s t a y i n g i n s i d e t h e b u s !

I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves

neopolitandreams

END.

121109

2009-11-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

last night was really shitty,

i was updating my blog halfway,then the wireless start to go crazy,

after the hardwork, my story just fled, urgh. crazy time ;D

ok,after these past 2 week and a day,as i predicted,

we ended our exam week peacefully except without the screaming on the last day,

that day was a really happy time tho',

amira was like clapping like mad,

wany was like smiling to herself?

and syafa start to jumping more than a monkey? *dosent make sense because obviously monkey is better at jumping & stuff ;D & syafa dosent enjoying herself jumping.

hahha,i am sure understand how they feel after doing that madness physics paper,tough,tough!

i wonder if i get an F for that? *hopefully-not

i am really relying on my agama paper, the only one that is 1/2 tough, it sure have that 75.5% toughness and hardness even it was an agama paper! shit, should have read more,

ok, today is also a shitty day, because i was like, going-to-school-and-do-nothing-but-preventing-my head-ended-on-the-desk. *prventing myself from sleep ofcrse,

but the weird things are, i went to school which i shouldnt, stupid isnt it? why did i even wake up first thing in the morning? thats a silly me!

and the second weirdness is on wednesday i also went to school which is yesterday,

crazy-ness! stupidity ! i played 'Saidina' which entertained me a lot i guessed? i did make it halfway tho' even i didint get the first place, i cheated about four time and barely make it through with a debt cost me RM20 000 and more,haha we even move it untill making a thousands cost of hotel, it was crazy!

i've never been to Alaska, but I can tell you this,
I've been to Lincoln, Nebraska and hell you know it ain't worth shit
I've been through Nova Scotia, Sydney to Halifax
I'll never take any pictures cause I know I'll just be right back

comin home

END.

261009:A H E A D !

2009-10-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

A H E A D !

theMaine

i have final exam coming ahead and i love 'the maine' *got nothing to do

i thought the exam will be going on for the whole three week, bit it turned out that it's only gonna be two weeks long, my time will be packed with books *i can tell

books/subjects that i have studied:

-History

-Physics

books/subjects that i must fininsh by tomorrow:

-B.Melayu

-English

-Mathematics

-Additional Math

-Agama

-Chemistry

-Biology

-Tassawur *i dont know if i could make it in this subject; superhard.lol!

even without thinking, i have loads of books i have to finish before the time comes,i barely make it like 2 out of 10 ! wtF ! what a difference ;D

but no worries,i had my head under control *i guessed

they had released the song for a little while,

it just that they just make a music video for it,it called into your arms, by 'TheMaine'

right now,i'm so so so so in love with this music video,

maybe it'll not amazed u how much it amazed me till i could blow my top off, but please enjoy it though,

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start

intoyourarms

END.

171009 : H I L L !

2009-10-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

mygrndpa;

on 16th of august 09,

everyone were having a hard time,i'm aware of that but we dont need such a behaviour lol.

hahha,it;s been four days since my grandpa was taken to hospital. they said he was in a nazak state, but i dont really think so, but sometimes he do looked sick...he's having the breathing difficulities, i guessed. i've known all along, because i have it too, asthma ;O

seriously,everyone were freaking scared, not to mention me, i've spent my two beloved day doing nothing in the hospital *i should think to bring books lol, the kids were continuosly being shouted by the old people, i dont even buy it though ;D

saying: this is the hospital,low down your voice!! they said,

i was like, the hell, think before u bring us here lol! i dont even have my complete meals! i should have shouted like mad, *apparently i dont, which now becomes my regret

4.00pm we went to my mother;s open house *house or building because it was in her workplace, that explain why there were my pictures with baju kurung lol, *i changed it

Shawty got that super thing
Hotter than the sun of south in spain
Got me soon as I walked through the door

fireburning

END.

141009 : C H I !

2009-10-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

hr tu sumpah biasa,

that night the people of jentayu decided to make a gathering among them,

lol, the sky sure look bright that night, they even called the firetruck for emergencies? *yaaa

hahha,spending my night taking pictures,chitchating with Han,Jas and very good segerombolan of kids,

i cant dare to tell whether it's a hot night or borg night?simple saying, the food cant even barely touch my bare stomach.hahha ;D *ithinkiminlovewithlaksasarawak

actually, u know blogger was made for expressing ourselves but i surely doubt that,

explain why, i cant do such a thing called 'typing' or 'expressing'??!!!

oky.wtF! my dad just send me a message saying he's gonna be in malaysia first thing in the morning and i think it's in 6.30 AM!! lol.

his reason: he wants to see his dad ;D really 'sub' that. haha

i think i gomna miss my raya party at school, sorry peeps, no carbonara for you'll !! shitty ;0

091009 : H I T !

2009-10-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

at first i did fast, but after a little while,i went to toilet then i found out i got myself the P liscence.hahha! i thought today is the third day i'm doing the puasa nam, still 4 more to go babe!

at evening i went to the Dewan Serbaguna to play of course, badminton, syed invite the whole class but there were 60% of them only ;(

still we had our fun ;D besides,i play only for 25 minute and so, hahha, letih sial!

nie arif punye psl, die syg gile camera, suro bawak !

x pe arif, demi KO! bwweekk, g mati ;o

barely 60% of the class

faz & afiq

So this is where it all begins
You see my patience wearing thin
I know that your enjoying this somehow
I'll never understood how you can be so proud

hey!

END.

041009: y o r !

2009-10-04T03:53:00.000-07:00

your demand:

wwwooo.

my father insist to meet my friend eventhough he is in Dubai, UAE,

so we made it by skype-ing through my lappie ;D

wwweell~

wweeekkk~

wwwoookk~

wwwiiiee~

wwwookk~

wwweerr~

ok we are totally having fun today ;D

crazy with all the raya-ing stuff,

this time it was my house, even though it was a last minute call, but they made it to come,

the second house;shahidah, the third house;elyna, the forth house;izzah ;D

those who were in the scenes:

bzlh, biru, muhaimin, *new friends, izzah, aty, wany, vennu, wachim, fazrul, afiq, r, ikhwan, saromas, firdaus, sufi, people from yesterday, and loads of them,

old school

and our day ends ;D

but im waiting
for sharper words
to come from trustd friends

tellmegoonight

END.

031009

2009-10-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

simply noon.

ama, aty, bzlh

bzlh, aty

misrh,elyna,aimi,vennu,aisyah, izztl?

too many.my hand just jammed *to type

the same peeps,

many,

people

those who are there:

ama, izzah, aty, diyana, hana, syafinaz, maisarah, aisyah, elyna, aimi, thursina and brothers, firdaus, lee, r, afiq, arif, ridzuan, sufi, fazrul n many more, it just that i cant seems to remember all of it,and plus the student from class 4s2, so, these are the names ;D

when we are gathering in the living room.someone farted! hahah! funny lol. the smell was like a explosive sulphur ;0 hhaah.i had my eyes on payan ;0 *awareness

ama's house: her mom kindly cooked us asam laksa n it was deliciouso~

cant even have a long chat to ama because she was busy handling the guest,

n n i met intan, ainur and peeps, and cant have a long chat neither ;(

i dont have photobucket so i upload the pictures in blogger, sorry, there are many more though, but couldnt put it in this update.

and then we take a walk to the park,

firdaus, arif, fazrul, aty, bzlh ;D

after the snaping stuff, we went home, nearly at 6.30 pm.

Theres to many hours to count down to midnight
But you never wanted to let it go
when your talking for hours

lately.

END.

270909 : w o t !

2009-09-27T00:17:00.000-07:00

ourpreciouslastnight ;D

family

i woke up at 11.30 and there was a voice shouting 'kwn papa dtg' !

our house were fulled with people of course ;)

it's not like we're a having a rumah terbuka and stuff .. but it's a good thing though..having such a people in our house, papa love it and so,

there got people from melaka,shah alam, alorsetar and on,

my mom cooked mee goreng mamak three times in a row *because my maid doesnt know how to plus with char keow teow , i ate the charkeowteow and i love it! *even pulaupinang one's is the best!

they went back at about 8.00 pm or something, we changed our dirty clothes in a blink of time because at 12.00 am papa have a flight to catch..so ;D

we moved our car at 9.30 and on that day, KLIA was fulled with people! my sister said it's because student are making their step to a better world *overseas? she said,

pappapap ;' D

there he goes

my dad went happily of course, till next month yaa ;D , make sure u'll bring more burger and honey ! dont buy watch anymore, u have too many of 'em !!

i have to make my way now, i havent finish my addmath hmwrk YET ! i can see the dark clouds above my head right now wishing me to fail my day for tomorrow !

when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

shadowfeet

END.

240909 : m l s !

2009-09-24T04:36:00.000-07:00

bodoh-ing with my sister

on the 2nd day,we went to johore *my mother's side, besides, eventually we have to go there anyway because it's been a year or something we havent meet our cousins there, due to our coming exam ;D

before we went to johore,we had made a desicion *we have a meeting among us-family to start the engine first in the morning like 7.am or something so it wil make us wake up at 5.oo am,

but u know something came up, there was a typhoon,tsunami and stuff but still we couldnt make it in time,dont know why?

ok,ok long story,still, i woke up at 9.30 am, i dont know about others but i woke up at 9.30,and that made us start our engine at 11.20 am, to 7.am and 11.20, that was a difference over there, i could say ;D ?

so we reached there at about 5.30 pm and i was proud of that??! ;)

IN THAT JOLLY NIGHT:

smilimg with my dearest cousins zikri

i am not kid for sure, mainan perang

as soon as we reached there,we dont even spare our time visiting our cousins or uncle, even on that area. shitto! feels like wasting my time,

instead of doing all that visiting others thingy, i wasted my priceless time with playing the bunga raya like crazy jijah holding flowers in the corner of the street ;0 *what the..?

thinking of that, i didnt even hold my all mighty pen to do my all mighty homework, *taking a deep breath, god bless me ;D

MAKING LOVE SHAPE OUT OF NIGHT??! wtf?

we did tried to make a 'word' but this IS what we get

i do NOT blame them ;0

All the things I used to have
Cigarette smoke, white pills and cash

The purity it never lasts, i keep forgetting

fatalfalwsattraction

END.

230909 : 1 s t!

2009-09-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

the day before raya:

to do the topping

i was in my dining room tried to bake a chocolate moist cake specially made for my friend, AINUR.

dont worry, it got nothing to do with my brain as my hand touches the flour.hahaha!

nothing to brag about. the cake was fine-lly moved out of the oven..i mean..nicely!

the next morning i text-ed ainur to give the cake to her but apparently she was in kedah.

i mean it's raya, of course she's 'rayaing'. after all the hard work!! my hard work!! uhuhuh..

still, my family take over ainur's place, which they eat the cake without finishing it!!

really break my heart!! maybe because that night got too many uneatable dishes and stuff,

i know, i understand, i got it.....BUT if they could, they can have a slice or two.seriously..!

WHATEVER LIFE !!

my cake ;D

1st day of raya:

like all normal family did.we cook ! *dont bother if u're not normal we're done with cooking really at the edge of the time!

to finally make it on time was a miracle for azman's family! haha

we ate them just before we all going to masjid to perform solat raya. we ate like ceerraaiizzzyy.

FYI: my mom cook them ;D

1st day of raya at 11.12 am:

my little brother

after all the maaf-maafan among us *family in our house , we all went to our kampung in KL, my father's side.

after all the maaf-maafan among all the family *uncle,cousin and on.. , we take a rest or more to lepak at our wan's living room. taking picture ;D

trying to fix my tudung but..

after that ,we konvoi with our uncle to raya at our uncle2 in banting..

for that day, we raya at almost 8 houses just in banting..

and the day ends.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

twoisbetterthanone

END.

190909 : L O K !

2009-09-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

mercun madness

THAT NIGHT

the camera was on a night mode so the pictures turned out bump-lly.
last night,instead of watching ,what they called hot movie,we playead mercun,loads of mercun ;D

i dont even spare my time on tv. it may caused eyes diffeciencies i could say,

no offensed. lately movies are not my hobby which i could spend my time with.

but i DID watch nur kasih, my mom forced me to, notthing much to say, but their graphic on that drama was quite impressive.mama like it and so,

after 10 o'c , we: my father,brothers and i went out to buy lighter to play with the mercun,

of we go, even it was late at night, like old folks said: night it still young! haha never get tired of that phrase.

wa all just balun all the mercun-dise.my father take care of the heavy one,we just played the one for kids,like naga,mercun mancis and gasing.the gasing one cant even barely spin because of the bumpy sure hard road.my father tried to fire five of it in one time but..u know what happen if our dad tried to act that way right?

but i had my time.it was a nice night with all the stars covering our night *poetic

*mercun gasing

after one hour playing,my mom just shout like hell,shouting: bzlh terrawih!!!!! the shouting thingy was quite looooonnngg...barely for 4 minutue and on,

yah, then i,also running like hell to perform terrawih,they said the last 10 days u have to perform good deeds,to get the malam lailatulqadar,

after i'm done with all the mercun & terrawih. i cooked porridge just to end my day..for that day only, not for my life ;D

it was a chicken porridge with seaweeds on top, nice, i guess it was me who can cook after all.

I'm climbing the walls, I'm searching for answers
The gears in my mind, are turning like dancers
I'm trying to find, the words but I just can't speak

livingproof

END.

180909 : H A K !

2009-09-17T19:32:00.000-07:00

two more days untill we meet raya. just telling..

this is what they call marshmallow?

that so-called marshie2 were absolutely homemade by me,

i learned it form nigella-express *travel&living

that night was late at 10.00 pm, i was wondering like mad just to think what to bake.

i walked inside the storefood room and i found cornstarch,

with combination of nigella+cornstarch=my marshie2

it give a big impact to mythbuster's program tv show, u all know mythbuster r8?

they *MYTHBUSTER use it for many reason..and also play with it quite perfesionally..i could say ;D

so, there were born my marshie2.thankyou for your support ;D

i found this picture in my lappie,i gave this perfume to wany,as i remembered *which is my friend for her beloved birthday.

i dont know why i post this but wany asked me, no, she kinda forced me, to write about her on my post. so there it is, wany!!! ILvU! ILvU! haaha geli je wany ;D

I found myself trapped in this cell all alone
I can't get out
can't you see the walls breaking down

fiveyearsandcounting

END.

140909: L O F !

2009-09-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

meetthelatency

we malaysians,muslims are having raya this following week.

as u all already know and counted these days in pain. this week 'should' be the last week of fasting. or shouldn't it? jk.jk.

and congrats to people who made it with joy-lly and greatfully.

as u people are busy with your preparation and stuff, i'll be surely busy enjoying the school holiday!! i'm not really in-to raya. dont know why,really?

after some sense come to my mind.i am pretty sure that, it feels like our school holiday becoming shorter and shorter and i am not sure why is that happening?

though.i'll enjoy my week.hope u do?

p/s: 4S1. dont be to happy with it. u have to deal with a great amount of homework left by your dearly teachers.that includes me ;D

HOPE U'LL ENJOY YOUR DEAREST RAYA!

something to brighten your day

You are the earth beneath my feet,
You are my gravity.
Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.

tiredanduninspired

END

110909 : L O L !

2009-09-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

till death do us part?

i have this really hot story that i saw in this online movie,

the story is about this one old women aged 33 and a guy aged 24 y/o

their age is about 9 years difference.this guy is an mechanician and the women work in advertising company.this guy had never stop liking the women since he was high schooling,

until one day he decided to stay away from her by doing tour around the world.

after one year had pass,he still cannot get rid of her out of he's mind.

*and then..there;s a really long story ;D

continue: eventually they start dating each other.the women's mom dosent like their relationship because of the age gap they have and it's because the guy is the women's best friend brother.

and in this one night: the guy met the women with a glass*window between them.

women:how can we live like this?my mom wont approve us.

guy: it's ok..

women:hmm.because of our age gap,it's really hard people to accept it.

guy: true..

women: i'm worried. if i'm aging older & older.will you cheat on me?

guy:dont worry,even if u cheat on me with others, i wont cheat on you.

when he said: even if u cheat on me with others, i wont cheat on you!

i was like..this guy is really perfect! HAHAHA! lol.lol.lol. 9 years man! seriously!

meet mayday parade

The new album, entitled Anywhere But Here, will be released October 6, 2009.

secret love, my escape,

will you answer my pray,

take me anywhere but here.

maydayparade

END.

060909

2009-09-05T16:15:00.001-07:00

his name is snake lavuish

when i was walking towards aty's house for tuition,that morning.i was surely sure that i saw something in their's neighbour's longkang. i was wondering around with my beloved cat.

and suddenly my cat like -gggggrrrrr..when i take a look, i saw something. i DO!

it was behind the redplasticbag,

and it's percisely look like a snake. or biawak?

i told their parents, i dont know if they checked it or not?

i think they might think that i give them a false alarm or something because, when i checked it again, the only one left was that stupid plastic bag ;-

to do something that might scared you to death was certainly my fault ;DD

You were brighter than the pale whit moon
Reflected in your eyes
So i guess its no suprise
I can't forget you

ChaseC

END.

310809: y e a h

2009-08-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

independence day of malaysia

be proud to be malaysian!

no matter u're yellow,white or black skin

we are ONE malaysia!

jenifer's body trailer

Forget "New Moon" - here's the darker, sexier high school evil creatures/vampires thriller
oh, it's a demon you say? i'm not sure.

Coming to theaters on September 18, 2009.
Starring Megan Fox, Amanda Seyfried, Johnny Simmons, J.K. Simmons, Amy Sedaris, Adam Brody.

When small town high school student Jennifer (Megan Fox) is possessed by a hungry demon, she transitions from being high school evil - gorgeous (and doesnt she know it), stuck up and ultra-attitudinal - to the real deal: evil/evil. The glittering beauty becomes a pale and sickly creature jonesing for a meaty snack, and guys who never stood a chance with the heartless babe, take on new luster in the light of her insatiable appetite. Meanwhile, Jennifers best friend, Needy (Amanda Seyfried), long relegated to living in Jennifers shadow, must step-up to protect the towns young men, including her nerdy boyfriend Chip (Johnny Simmons). As she did in her Oscar(r)-winning screenplay Juno, writer/executive producer Diablo Cody employs an offbeat writing voice marked by whip-smart dialogue and pop-culture savvy. But with JENNIFERS BODY, Cody and director Karyn Kusana venture into darker territory, using horror laced with comedy to mine the precipitous terrain of adolescence.

you should watch this movie! it's gonna be hoT!!

Now we both have separate lives and lovers
Insignificantly enough

we both have significant others

ambrln

END.

280909

2009-08-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

lisa mitchell

once famous with her song called neopolitan dreams.

Lisa Helen Mitchell (born 22 March 1990 in Canterbury, England), is an Australian singer-songwriter, who grew up in Albury, New South Wales. Her debut EP, entitled Said One To The Other topped iTunes in Australia and on its success brought her to the attention boutique London based publisher, Little Victories a subsidiary of Sony/ATV, with whom she signed in 2007. Subsequently, Mitchell relocated to the UK for much of 2008 where she spent the summer working on songs for her debut studio album, Wonder. She signed to RCA Records in January 2009. The label will release Mitchell’s debut single, Neopolitan Dreams, on July 6, with the album, Wonder, to follow on July 13. Mitchell finished sixth in the 2006 season of Australian Idol.

lisa mitchell's glory

Memories of us racing through my mind

We'll save this city one more time

After the lights go out

manhattan

END.

270909

2009-08-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

above is the picture that i tried to put in my header.but it appears that its very tiny so the pixels turned to be not good.

i'm very impressive r8 now.*so? photo that i found in flickr.all of them are quite photogenic even the model are dolls.if u want to expand your knowledgebility, please u can go this way popopo! an this way please poooo!

LEMONY SNICKET'S

lemony snicket's was a movie that i just saw last night.

i saw in TV2.maybe i'm lack of movie information or something but i seriously this movie was on cinema! i'm such a --- !

and u know what? this movie is under nickelodeon !

how on earth that i didnt realize the playing? shitto!

the cause that i watch this movie because of the graphic? *im making it reasonable

i found that the outfit that they wore in this movie was old fahion and alitle bit of gothic.

the movie is about the three children who had just lost their parents.

and their journey begun as they lived with their foster parents and eventually they die one by one. and they started to realized their parent's tiny little secret.

the story is based on the first three novels in lemony snicket's book story .

Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events is a 2004 black comedy film directed by Brad Silberling.

we'll talk.

again when you're sober,

you said i've got cold, our heat has gone

finderskeppers

END.

50809 : d u l l

2009-08-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

kim jun ft kim hyun joong

currently: repeating my formative exam due to fever ;O

END.

200709: m a k e !

2009-07-19T21:24:00.001-07:00

*show like it supposed too

these all desire of mine start to bloom when i started to think with my head,

either acting all weird. there are also thing that i want to do that are like normal people do

it just a simple minded of me thinking i could bake a cake,

it's not acctually just a desire when it turned out as a hobby,

just like a movie *antique bakery i got all these passion to bake,

u should watch, ANTIQUE BAKERY it's about a homo's life & how he turn out as a baker.interesting plot .

based on that story, they tell us that a simple cake can make you search around the world for just a slice of dessert and eventually can make yourself 'hanged' because of that particular slice.

with combination of life and food he *director make his film go round.

baking sure is,

it;s not like i didnt try to bake,

i do bake!

it just that, i m.a.l.a.s ! very good condition of m.a.l.a.s!

it implies that i am surely not good in health thing or on.

sometimes i cannot even move my leg even if i want it to move. *lie

okay..!my brain dont want it to move, so what?!!

i do bake!

i remember the last time i tried to make chocalate cheese cake,

the momment i tried to put it in the oven,

the chesse layer that i put at the the top sank beneath the chocolate,

then, it all get messed up.but my family ate them happily though,

these picture are surely gonna be my passion in ten years time:

they are in 'most adorable pinky and hottest beautifullest live life to the max list' and they are number 122.

baker?

dentist

my name is Nur Bazilah Azman and i'm currently officialy confused:

wheather to be a baker or a dentist?

fyi:i want to be a dentist & i already figured out how my clinic will look like ;D

that looks of yours.

show me that,

u're care enough to dislike me !

END.

140709: e h m m !

2009-07-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

certainly dancing

my day continue as yours, it just that today,

there's no vomit & all the 'diarrhoea'. *cirit birit (malay)

thank goodness: today got no practice for choral speaking

that is absolutely nothing to brag about but it just mean that i have no idea of what i'm writing right now *forgive me my dear

and the next exam is coming in the end of july.

why is it have to be this fast?? no choice i guess*have.to.endure.it

if i failed this time. it is a surely, that my mom go c.r.a.z.y

*as a teenage girl u'll know what will happen to you if they went c.r.a.z.y

this evening i've to finish my homework that Izzah left me,

i've made this promise with her to make her a lasagna tomorrow morning for our morning break

and also i've promise with my jiran to make him a 'bekal'

too many promises to keep

*promises are not meant to be brake *our lesson today

OH MY GOD! my neighbour is trying to fix their house and they surely make a melody out of it.

it makes my eardrum in countless pain *dramatic

these pictures that i've got from flickr.com are in my 'most adorable pinky and hottest beautifullest live life to the max list' and they are in number 10256.

pendek kata :

m e r e k a a d a l a h o r a n g y g s a y a m i n a t !

*roller blading is a fun thing !

You can play me like that
It's a matter of fact
You're nothing more than a typical whore

END.

130709: s h i t !

2009-07-13T02:47:00.001-07:00

before i start,i got to confirm something,

my family had this very unbearable food poisoning

therefore i announced that,if there's something wrong about my writing,

please be understanding,if not? u can shut the f*** up

& please be understandable that, all the facts that i'll write later,

are not deffinetly right as i'm not in my right mind right now.

we ended up not coming to school, as for my mum=she skipped her work

all the vomit thing..euw..

not good.not good.taste like a piece of hell

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*chromosomes: meiosis 1 & 2 (metaphase)

instead of giving u the real one,i give u~~!!

the plasticine version *teng teng teng cool right?

i know. to make this all take me about 1 and 1/2 hours.

as a bio student for only give u this, its truly my mistake,

because this chapter is known as *killer question in bio

teacher try to make it more fun by plasticine.

the X = chromosomes. *will continue after the short brake

pardon me if i turn it out shitly,

as far as i concern, my family dosent have this tradition in art,

*explaining continue to built a daughter cell, u need parent cell,

with all the process..bla.bla.bla..

*continue..u'll get=46 chromosomes *feel nocious

*dont know what i'm talking about *went crazy=me *help me

conclusion is,if u dont have this 46 in total,

u'll get the downsydrome disease,

u'll born with inproper features,

such as,born without hand,finger & all that stuff.

downsydrome can be considered as not good to human

*end of explaining

speaking of downsydrome i give u these. enjoy

*he looks even cooler without his mouth, agreed?

*this is a miror of me

this is the distance in between,

you could be everything i need,

you'll be the person i dont call.

END.

080709

2009-07-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

it supposed to be fun.

*do not judge me by this drawing

wondering why i'm doing such a thing instead of going out of the house,

just because i like to do so, *dont ask any further

as u can see.there;s a weird girl wearing skirt,it is actually my sis,

she's going to uitm in puncak alam *finally

& & u can see there's a junction outside the uitm's exit r8?

my beutiful mother seriously has no idea where should she headed her car to,

is it to the 'beautiful land' or 'the fatal area'??

as a mother that seems so confused..what do u think her mind reacts to?

so she had choose...*jeng jeng jeng (movie) duh~uh

*please refer to the next picture

*do not judge me by this drawing

so she had choose to the fatal area *red colour

with a happy smile,without a worry,

yup! deffinetly my mom! if she had choose the 'beutiful land',

than i doubt, whether she is my mom or not .

*kidding if she know i wrote it this way *result:fatal

but still ! no worries.

we finally managed to find the right way anyway ;D

it's diffinetly a lie if i say we finally met terengganu r8?

we went back to our beloved house in enstek of course!

*and also do not judge me by these pictures

because of that stupid damn sho_s,

i left you,

a kind of joyment strip my heart,

END. *it's already past 11 o'clock so,

010709

2009-07-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

special case.

this boy's like is called aninur umairah,

lately weather had change itself:

frankly speaking,lately my labtop had became my R&R pitstop.

everytime i came back from school,from lunch,from dinner,

not to mention ---toilet lol.

hahha.specially congrats to miss ainur,for officially made a blog ;D

going to meet my friend? this way please ----

seriously i've got nothing to do,so i've checked out my friend's pics in myspace,

it dosent mean i'm a stalker r8? at the top of that--a girl!!

maybe i kinda loose my mind for a second, human eror,people make mistake ;D

for acctually typing the words one by one in this post,

it surely dosent make me kinda lack of idea,

*suddenly= & & my english teacher said my marks had droped down.

she mean really low, but i'll make sure i'll make it constant to 80% this time!

inside me: surely yes *weird face ;(

another thing that make 'inside me' proud of?

-i've sold my lovely homemade puff pastry ;D

I brought about six puff to school, and all sold out babe! ;D

is that anything to proud of?

inside me: yeah!! for the first time.

there are many orders cming to me lately,i dont know if i could make

all of the orders to statisfy all of my mates ;D

with all the works at home, mopping, swepping, homework, the kids...

lolx! jk. jk. i just hit my head with a pillow at home!! gotcha !!

*not really got u am i? again making fool of myslf ! not good!

please get my joke please..

if u dont undertand the way i write,

well.suit yourself: mampos ah! aku nye blog~

politely; END.

090609

2009-06-09T06:23:00.000-07:00

riceroll?

This past day in blue:

for avoiding my skills to fly away from my head,

because of the long term holiday *;(

i used my precious hand to made this beutiful homemade sushi, hahah ;D

not so beautiful la, i just made the simple one,

if i use that salmon egg one,they probally didint want to touch, *barely

i've tried once, it just became so,so,so? so left on the plate at the edge of the dining table lol ;o

i'm gonna practice more to improve my cooking skill,

currently planning to try french pastry ;DDD

me with durian?

Last beautifully going day:

as i told u,i went to johore for BLKKMPG.& bla,bla,bla.long story ;D

& as u can see,my face become freak,as i see durian,

it;s just a picture la, p.r.e.n.t.e.n.d.i.n.g. ?? duh~

it;s not because i hate it,

longtime ago,i really love ,i mean really love to eat durians,

it just came out lately,

my period avoiding of durian came should i say;/ ?

just cannot eat that la,dosent have that selera,

but mangstn i still cant resist ;D

too delicious to be left, if u know wht i mean,

Lately u became very *slow in person,

even my maid said that *frust ;0

030609

2009-06-03T03:57:00.000-07:00

buzzylah_93@yahoo.com

the reason why:

the reason i didnt have the time to update,

attending exam for 3 weeks, add math,physics,b.melayu ..& many more dear,

now i'm watching spongebobsquarepanties,

just came back from kampung,johore.

got doa selamat and all that stuff,

after 1 and a half year,got to see my mom's kampung again,

actually i've got tans of story i want to tell,

but right now,got no mood to type words,

surely, next time i'll makeup my mine with stories

just one thing i want to say: currentlyinlovewithmusic

END.